I am watching Growing Pains...don't snicker. Actually, there were quite a few touching episodes I am coming to find. Tonight, Carol Seaver is dumped by her crush at school, Bobby, for the dance. But at the last minute, the family heads to the Empire State Building where, you guessed it, Bobby is a janitor, and had snubbed Carol for fear of exposing his less than glamorous job. Still, all is not lost, as Bobby And Carol slow dance to a small transistor radio atop the New york skyscraper. Ahhh...where have those days gone??

I was playing pool at pogo tonight and met a really funny, sweet guy named gerry. If you're reading this gerry, great game, you played well and renewed my faith in the fact that there still are decent clean minded men out there, although you're married, I find myself still thinking about our game at the pool table, and how it left me with a smile on my face. For about 30 mins, I didn't have a care, and I had my first real "fun" in such a long time. I can't thank you enough. Things in my life are in such disarray its hard to remember the last time I really felt that good. We all need a break from the game of life, don't we? You probably had no idea what an impact you'd make when you decided to hop onto my pool table and beat me a few times. I demand a REMATCH!! LOL "Here pocket pocket!!"

Anywhooo, so here I sit, starting to take control of my life again, my weight, my emotions, my "everything"...Gee, I seemed to have so much more to say when I started this...oh well.