4:08 am

Sometimes I think I am just watching the world through some sort of weird kaleidoscope. As if I am never really a part of it - merely an observer. Yet every once in a while I get sucked in, manipulated by it, then spit out, almost like a cherry stem.

If this whole experience has taught me anything, it is that I am far stronger than I realize. I have also learned to give myself the same respect that I expect from others.

This morning BRIEF discussion was highly empowering. He is truly clueless, but that doesant mean I have to suffer for it.